Distracted...

These last couple of weeks I feel very distracted. Perhaps not willing to continue with some activities where I am engaged to or maybe because of my GA topic or it is just the spring fever. Anyways it made me re-think about my goals in my life. After graduation my intention is to work but now I have my doubts. I do like my branch do not get me wrong, but the 9-5 mentality is not designing my ideal job either. Searching on the web for follow-up studies and or applying for jobs that are not related with my study and even designing my own business.. it just made me think where and with what I want to be occupied with. Where will I see myself after 5 years? I guess I want too much and have the control in my hands, which is obviously a not-done work. As a matter of fact this shows some draws of Gemini ...yepp Astrology. To be honest I am not fully informed about Astrology and its scientific support but I did get the total picture of my own astrology sign.

Below a summary of a Gemini woman, who somewhat describes me :)

• Gemini woman is extremely talkative. Her constant desire to express her views and ideas makes her a great communicator ( Modestly, I confess it is true)
• Exploratory in nature, she loves to travel and discover new places and gain novel experiences; ( YES, I love to travel)
• However, such individuals have a tendency to divert from their actual destination and the newfound meaning would bemore important to ther than the initial one. (Hmm..that makes sense)
• Witty, charming and provocative, Gemini females are easy to approach and friendly (no comment on that one..)
• A Gemini woman has an optimistic outlook in life. She tends to be very rational in her thoughts and ideas; (this lacks at the moment)
• While this tendency can lead to a person being highly intelligent, versatile and quick-minded, it can also make her dispersed and metally fatigued. (Like today ...)
• A Gemini woman longs to be a child at heart and will continue to do so all her life. (Is it??)
• A Gemini woman love the exciting small adventures that she meets along her way in life. (Somehow true ... )
• It only in middle ages that a Gemini woman would start acting mature and have a focus in life. ( Now I am worried ...)
• A multi faceted individual, she has many friends and is a different person in each of the social group she belongs to. (Hmm many friends with no friends.. I would consider it as having a large network)
• She has a wide range of interests and goals as well ( that explains everything ...)
• A Gemini female is also a multi-tasker and can accomplish a lot of things at the same time. (true, will never ever do one task at one time- it's against my nature)
• Change is essentially the most necessary part of a Gemini woman, a requisite for her emotional well being. ( somehow true.. )

I believe some paths need to be walked in order to achieve that certain level that we want and sometimes things happen because it meant to be (call it fate or destiny...) But it just worries me when I do not have the control or even when I have the control to miss that control.. Well aren't we being profound today! In short, I am just looking forward to the graduation ceremony at the end of July to experience that feeling again with that piece of paper in my pocket. Will be relieved and I know that another challenge is waiting for me.

A buon giorno and stay tuned for the next blog that probably will be published the next month as this blog took a while to be posted..